Hey guys... I have something to confess. Or get off of my chest.

I've noticed that in my schedule that I keep sleeping in the early afternoons and then keep waking up at 1:00AM and tbh... I don't think i'm doing that good when it comes to sleeping. I don't really know if I should do therapy.

No it's not because I hated it, but it was because there was an incident when I went to therapy, and it kinda scared me and now I'm afraid it will happen again.

I don't really know why I keep sleeping like that. And I also realized I started crying and acting way more different around my friends... They've also noticed too.

It feels like my day keeps repeating over and over again.. And it makes me feel sick and tired.

I really don't know if I'm gonna live like this or if maybe the mental asylum will finally take me in. I doubt that they will.

Please Stay safe. I'm sorry you have to see and hear me spill all my pain out one by one... Please forgive me. Farewell...