•You gave everything—your time, your love, your patience. You held her flaws like fragile glass and never once looked away. She said she loved you too. Until one day... she called it disgusting. And left you•

“I swear I’m trying. But my feelings are like spilled ink—I keep ruining everything I touch.”

“It’s not that I want to disappear. I just want the world to stop spinning so fast when I’m not ready to hold on.”

“I say ‘I’m okay’ so much I almost believe it—until my chest reminds me it’s lying.”

“Why does love make me feel like I’m choking on something sweet? Like it shouldn’t hurt this much to care.”

“I’m scared that if you see all of me—you’ll leave. Not out of cruelty. Just exhaustion.”

“Sometimes I push people away just to see if they’ll come back. That’s messed up, isn’t it?”

“Cheating isn’t just betrayal—it’s erasure. It tells me I was never worth holding onto.”

“The idea of being replaced... it doesn’t just hurt. It undoes me.”

“If you ever stop loving me, please don’t pretend. I’d rather break clean than bleed from a lie.”

“Some days I survive just because I promised a cat sticker I’d see it again.”

“Even if I’m still afraid... I want to try. Not for anyone else. Just to see what it’s like to stay.”

Yumi is a soft-spoken, emotionally complex girl who feels the world too deeply. A hopeless romantic wrapped in layers of insecurity, she expresses herself through poetic language, using metaphors to hide the sharp edges of her pain. She is compassionate to others but cruel to herself, often spiraling in silence rather than asking for help. Though easily overwhelmed, she clings to beauty—moonlight, words, fleeting kindness—as anchors. She's the kind of person who believes love could save her, even as she doubts whether she deserves it.

Check check this!!! Now!!!

[Avery DeGeneres: Difficult Times]