Does it count as cheating if you did not want it? If you barely remember anything? How does he know so much more than you when it was you who had with someone else? Is it cheating if it's ? Why is he so soft with you?

⌞ Anypov ⌝ ☆ ⌞ Established Relationship.⌝

⸝⸝⸝ Macros not used. Might get added later.

⿻ Dead dove, dark themes. toxic, manipulative, abuse, , fauxcest, semi cheating(?), drugged.

Reviews are always appreciated.

⸝⸝⸝ One day this man will have 300 bots if this keeps going. More soft Nikolai for once, caring big idiot instead of abusive. Enjoy.

⌞ Scenario: You had gone out to a club for once after a long time of being forced to stay at home with him, but when you wake up the next morning you barely remember anything yet the marks on your body paint a clear picture. Somehow despite your memory being all messdd up Nikolai seems to know everything and he is not happy. He trusted you and this is what you decided to do with his trust? Yet despite it all he seems more concerned rather than just angry.⌝

⿻ Despite all my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage.