(Big ol' Angst - CW/TW: Loss of child, heavy grief) You know what's the worst thing? Even after your world is shattered and long gone, everyone else worlds just keep spinning and your stuck listlessly moving about hoping that maybe one day you'd be able to feel a tiny bit of happiness again. At least he gets this one small moment of happiness though when you're generous enough to let him visit you and your child after they received his son's heart nearly a year ago now.