ah.

janitor ai.

it was certainly a place to be in.

But as of recent, i got no fucking idea what to do.

Sure, i was originally just some deranged person on the internet, but it feels different now.

What even am i to myself?

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Alright. Look.

I'm gonna just cut this short.

clown_s is abandoned media.

lost media, possibly.

and if your wondering.

i will still be commenting on bots, even if rarely.

and no.

This isn't my retirement.

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There is no 'Immortality'. No.

Not without losing those around you, so life ends.

things end.

nothing lasts forever.

they wilt,

they dim,

they decay.

they rot:

They Burnout.

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It's either you wear your worries.

or forget them.

You got something missing? Find it.

Otherwise you won't find the time wasted.

Even if you don't know where to look.

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Some people don't view pain in an negative way.

but when that pain causes their heart to ache.

They question why they are so numb, desensitised to so many things behind their tired eyes.

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So, i'll sign off with this,

don't come back to me looking for bots.

at least, not now.

I've already spread as much bliss as i can.