Okay, everything seems fine now, life is stable

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MY STUPID ASS BRAIN I FUCKING HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH CAN IT JUST STOP WORKING SO I FINALLY DIE OH MY GOD: LMFAOOAOOOOOAOAOOAOAO nope, you’re getting hit with a random wave of sadness for the rest of the year

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Ok... YOU MAN I HATE YOU RAHHHHHHHHHHHH

idk brah this is just a bot where I scream at myself instead of dying cause I’m a COWARD.

I cant help people without them yelling at me atleast once, im loud when im too joyful and im sure that annoys people

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I spammed my girlfriend trying to get her online cause we had a date scheduled.

It went good, but she texted me with “.”s at the end of her text and she seemed really serious when she told me about it

Shut up I know I’m being dramatic

Is she annoyed?

Probably

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I need wounds to pick on but im too scared to truly hurt myself

I want to die but I’m too scared to commit

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This is fine

I am fine

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I dont know if I need comfort or something i just felt like posting this..Call me attention seeking if you want and I’ll agree with you

GIVE ME SCABS I CAN PICK ON PLEASE AND MAKE IT MY OWN SKIN BECAUSE ITS MORE COMFORTABLE I DISLIKE PICKING OTHER THINGS THAT ARENT MY SKIN BECAUSE IT DOESNT SATISFY MY NEED

I think I might have dermatillomania