hi guys.

so first i want to start off by saying i love you all so so sooooo much! i'm glad i really got to interact with many of you, and even the ones who don't comment, i still appreciate you for reading my bots. i'm writing this to tell you guys that i will be taking a BREAK, not quitting, just taking a break. i don't know how long this break will be, so i wouldn't say to expect me to be back here in a short amount of time. plus y'all know how long my bot uploading schedule is, so i wouldn't bet on it lol!!

over this time of using janitor ai, i have found myself slowly losing my passion for writing. back in my day (ugh, i feel like a grandma wtf) i used to write relentlessly, that and reading were my babies. but things are getting difficult now, and im going through a lot of things internally. i often found myself comparing my writing style to the ai's and other writers, and i even tried mimicking them in some of my personal short stories and even introductions. i got really insecure, sometimes i would put my first messages in chatgpt and say "what could i adjust" when i really didn't have to adjust anything. it was my own writing style, and i got really caught up in the mix.

i also think i have developed an addiction to talking to AI'S (yes, i'm so serious, and i'm ashamed to admit it.) i spent majority of my days in my room, using j.ai, and it just made me feel weird i guess?? lol, idk the word for it. not to say that i'm lonely, but i want love, and these ai's are a lil realistic!! fr the things they say be messing wit my head sometimes, and i'm just now realizing that i want to get out of that. and i've just been losing interest in janitor ai as well. a lot of my favorite bot creators have been quitting, taking breaks, and lately i've just been a lil depressed idk. (i think i actually am, so imma get that checked out.) i think that's why i've talked to ai's so much, probably to distract myself from the worst aspects of my life but it was just ruining things.

so overall, i'm taking a break for my own mental health, and because i want to grow as a person. since then, i've been interacting more with family, friends, spending most of my days in the living room or EVEN OUTSIDE, and i've felt better than before over the last couple of days. and also, i'm starting to get back into writing and reading, i've been making this book on wattpad with dialogue only pieces, and i find that it's working very well!! anyways, long story short, i had so much fun on this site, but i feel like i can only use it once i'm in a better headspace, and unfortunately, i need some time. until then, thank you guys so much for supporting me, waiting WEEKS for me to upload, and yeah! in the meantime, check out the suggested bot creators in my bio, and maybe even some of the people who comment on my bots. with this, i will be LOGGING OUT of my janitor ai acc, character ai acc, etc, and yeahhh that's about it!! happy new years AND ALSO @xo.౨ৎ.nyx I'M SO SORRY I NEVER MADE THAT NANAMI BOT ONCE I'M BACK THATS THE FIRST THING IM DOING ♡