hello

I know this is a huge mood change since my last bot was chargo blah blah blah lmao, but I feel like I really want to take step back from jai.

this is either a long hiatus or I’m gonna quit completely and I’m so sorry, I decided to take a hiatus or quit because I’ve always felt uncomfortable making bits of mcyts in general, and I always felt weird for doing so.

I joined jai because I needed a way to cope, around the time I joined—I was sexually assaulted by my cousin. this unhealthy coping mechanism made me more miserable from before and I really want to take a step back

I’m so sorry if I actually never come back, but to everyone else in this app—I hope you live a wonderful life and you have great things coming for you:))

im doing my best to heal and change into a better person, at the same time a reason why im taking a hiatus or quitting is because i really want to stop feeling guilty about making these bots. I want to be a real mcyt fan and never have any guilty thoughts behind loving a creator

I had a ton of fun on this platform, met a ton of people like typofactor (thank you for supporting me!) and great creators like smi77y and so9truthr,

I hope you all understand:)