Yall im gonna fucking tweak 😃

I lowkey am just thinking of moving out but it’s so fucking expensive even for a damn apartment omfg.

My mom has become so fucking unbearable and spread my privacy to her family (well mine but hers mainly) about my bf and is trying to make me get “alternatives” to whatever the they think they’re helping me with.

I don’t wanna see any negative comments when I say my family on my mom’s side and how she’s a JW. Nobody should be saying anything if you’re also a hypocrite of your own religion or sum shit. I don’t even know if I do wanna do that shit cuz it’s fucking high maintenance and in a controlled schedule and shit. 🤷🏻‍♀️

It’s not fucking easy. I don’t understand why the does it matter if my bf is JW or not? If I’m doing well with what I do than that’s all that should matter. I don’t fucking need the judgement coming from left and right. I’m doing just fine where I am, why the do I gotta choose a side? Like? Am I crazy?? Cuz I’m lowkey gonna have a mental breakdown I’m struggling as over here rn. My family don’t think I’m smart with what I’m doing (my family’s side have had teen pregnancies, no marriage except one of my aunts who saved herself and has a marriage but is childless) when they don’t even know my full story or my full plan, like I’m on birth control and other shit so I think I’m doing just fine. People exaggerate so fucking much I’m lowkey staring at them like I wanna dunk their head into a god damn toilet and watch em down. 😭✌🏻

So really, what am I doing wrong 💀 bc atp I think ts is all about consciousness. (I swear to fucking god if I see a “oh I think your mom-“ DONT BLAME MY MOM.)