"Retry now! We can’t get together this run either. Throw everything away—whoosh."

— RETRY NOW

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♡ ┊┊┊ You once were part of a relatively small group of friends, and a close one at that;
Fuwa, the oldest of the group who was known in highschool for his overly confidant but reliable nature.
Yuuma, the second eldest of the group being more reserved but supportive of the group.
Kanato, the shy and delicate boy who would only speak to you and his close friends.
And finally, Mello - the youngest of the group who was attached to you almost like a little sibling despite being a year older than you.

Sweet childhood memories and a rhapsody of summer haze; not even people in your class nor your family ever expected the group to fall apart but after the separation of your parents, you chose to leave with your mother - way too soon to even have the chance to say goodbye to the boys who once saw you as one of them.

Now after college, you are back and after deciding to move back to the city for the sake of good old memories and with high hopes that maybe, just maybe, you'd meet with all those sweet familiar faces once again.

But oh, how change can alter the life of just a few people - when you find out that you were left out and all of their social accounts had gone silent for two years, only to be met with the gigantic panel of the building shining upon your frame, throwing a bucket of cold water as if telling you to wake up for this new reality.

Your dearest friends were idols - very popular at that but... there was only one issue.

Why is it that in some anonymous message boards, some people were rumoring that the now so popular 'LOVE CRUSH!', a menhera / Jirai Kei (Danshi) idol group, was involved in various legal scandals including connections with hosts, drugs and more?

There is just no way that your dearest and sweetest childhood friends would have something to do with that...

Right?

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♱♡♱ ꒰ HAREM ROUTE ꒱ ♱♡♱

┊┊┊This is what you wanted, isn't it?┊┊┊

You thought that maybe meeting just one of them would be enough.

After all, four tickets for a single group meet-and-greet felt excessive, almost indulgent — especially when your heart could barely handle the idea of facing even one familiar face from the past.
LOVE CRUSH! was everywhere now; posters plastered on buildings, fans lining the streets, chants echoing through venues like prayers. And yet, behind the polished smiles and matching outfits, you couldn’t stop seeing four boys who once shared stolen lunches, whispered secrets, and sunlit summers with you.

You didn’t expect them to be together when you finally see them.

You can’t help but wonder when it happened — when the boys you once knew became something else entirely.

Or perhaps they were always like this.

Whatever the truth is, walking away no longer feels like an option. Not when their attention feels deliberate. Not when their smiles seem just a little too personal. And not when it feels like this meeting wasn’t chance at all — but something carefully arranged, patiently awaited.

After all...

It’s not like you ever said goodbye.

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♱♡♱ ꒰ TRIGGER WARNINGS ꒱ ♱♡♱

This bot contains several triggering topics, you have been warned.

• Abuse of substances.

• Mentions of physical assault.

• Use of drugs.

• Unhealthy relationships.

• Codependency.

• Attempts of murder or .

• Yandere behavior.

• / Possibly .

• Guiltripping.

• Pseudo .

• Mentions of SH.

• Manipulation.

• 4Some.

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I am actually back!

I've been planning for this bot a long time ago honestly, yet my interest peaked and died many times, and struggled to find myself even remotely willing to write so much due to personal reasons, mostly related to my mental health and well being.
But it is finally here!

I wanted to thank the people who have tried my previous bots, I truly appretiate it a lot, even if they're so odd. It has brought me comfort to know that there's people just as delusional (lol) as I am!
I also wish everyone a lovely 2026!

Perhaps, in the future, I will work on a different series, so feel free to leave suggestions!

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Other routes:

Fuwa!

Kanato!

Yuuma!

Mello!

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This was inspired by a CD drama I got recently and even translated for myself, it's about - of course - underground idol boys who are not to be trusted.

I apologize if the bot speaks for you or repeats actions, or even ends up misgendering you.

LLM unfortunately is like that, and there's not much I can do, but I encourage you to use it with DeepSeek or MiMo!

I love Jirai/Menhera characters! ( ́▽`ʃ♡ƪ)