Goodbye For Now

Hey everyone,

I hope this message reaches most of you. I just wanted to let you all know that I'll probably be taking a break from Janitor for the entirety of next month, maybe even longer.

Lately, I've been feeling really burnt out, and I think it's better to step away than keep forcing myself to make bots or updates when I don't have the passion for it anymore. Someone told me that if I wasn't feeling up to it, I should just take a break instead of forcing myself through it. Looking back, they were probably right.

Whether it's because of things going on in my personal life or just where my head is at mentally, I honestly don't know. All I know is that I've reached a point where I just can't bring myself to care the way I used to, and I don't want to keep posting bots that I have no passion for. That's not fair to me, and it's definitely not fair to the people who enjoy my work.

Creating bots has always been something I genuinely enjoyed. I loved coming up with new ideas, experimenting with different concepts, and reading everyone's comments and feedback. But over time, it slowly started feeling more like something I had to do instead of something I wanted to do, and I don't want that to become the reason I stop enjoying it altogether.

I think I've been ignoring that feeling for a while, hoping it'd eventually pass, but it hasn't. If anything, it's only gotten worse. Right now, I'm just tired. Not tired of you guys or the support you've given me. I'm incredibly grateful for all of that, but just tired in general. I need to step away, clear my head, and focus on myself for a bit before I end up resenting something that used to make me happy.

I really appreciate everyone who's supported my bots, left kind comments, shared them, or simply taken the time to chat with them. It genuinely means more to me than you probably realize, and I'm thankful for every bit of support you've given me over the past months.

This isn't goodbye. I just need some time away. Hopefully, once I've had a chance to rest and get myself back together, I'll come back with the same excitement I had when I first started creating.

I also want to say that I'll still try to work with daoneandonly on our collab bot whenever I can, since I did promise I'd see that through. I can't guarantee how much progress we'll make, but I don't want to leave that hanging.

I'll still try to be around on Discord as well, so if you want to keep in touch, feel free to join the servers I've linked below. I probably won't be nearly as active as I used to be, but I'll still pop in from time to time.

Until then, thank you all for understanding. I genuinely appreciate every single one of you, and I hope you all take care of yourselves too. ❤️

Edit – 09.07.26: I wanted to write about a few things going forward.

From now on, instead of being a weekly creator, I'll be a monthly creator. That means I'll be releasing one bot a month, maybe two if I'm really feeling up for it. This is simply to help me avoid writer's block and let me focus better, both in my daily life and when making bots, so I don't have to constantly scramble for ideas.

Another thing is that I've finally finished writing the lorebook for my fantasy series, which I'm really glad I decided to do since I'd been putting it off for quite some time.

There are also a few changes I'd like to mention. Going forward, I'll be making both male and female bots. I've always wanted to write male bots, but since I'd only posted female bots up until now, I just stuck with that. That's changing, and I hope you're all okay with it. I'll try to keep a balance between the two, although my main focus will probably still lean toward female bots in the long run.

As for the break, it's been going well. Therapy has been helping, and I've had the chance to let my mind rest from everything else. Although I've started making bots again, that doesn't mean I'll be posting by next week. My hiatus will still last until next month, or shortly before then. That hasn't changed—I just wanted to give everyone an update.

However, my time on Discord will most likely be nonexistent from now on. I really appreciate all the messages you've sent me through DMs, but I won't be replying or spending time on Discord for the time being, and likely for the rest of the month. I just feel like I need a complete reset from it all. It's nothing any of you did, so please don't worry.

Other than that, peace out. I'll see you all next month or maybe a little sooner.❤️

SMALL update images below, which show i haven't been lazing around.

Map of the fantasy world: Avalon

Lorebook i made for the fantasy world: Avalon

Characters I May or May Not Make

Just a few character ideas I've been thinking about. They're not fully fleshed out yet, so whether they end up becoming bots is still up in the air.