ANIMA [GRIEF]

ANIMA [GRIEF]

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(Implied Nilinstance POV) Finding him at the house after he's lost everything.


So uhm. Yeah hi i'm alive again. I ended up getting the motivation to make this bot when my friend sent me the announcement that SD got canceled. So this is kind of a vent, but not really? Idk.

It tore me the hell up, since this series is one of my favorite hyperfixations atm and it has 3/4 of my yumes in it, and seeing it go genuinely made me feel like a part of my heart died. It feels weird now, since I got over things too quickly for my own comfort (realizing that the series will stay up and still have a fandom probably helped), but I had this idea and i wanted to make it anyway so you all aren't starved.

I love this photo of him more than I should, since the man's 'life' is literally falling apart and he's lost the only two people he's ever had. But somehow, in the midst of losing both of his partners VERY CLOSE FRIENDS, he still manages to be fine as hell. I need to give him a hug even though he'd probably burn my ass to a crisp if I tried.

If any of yall read the descriptions/care, my life has been going somewhat okay despite the pain of losing SD. I actually went to a craft store today to get some stuff for yume crafts, and I've been feeling pretty good. I've been deeply enjoying the CMF update for Phighting. (lmk if you guys want me to make some phighting bots!)

Let me know if you have any song recs, since I wasn't sure if I should just put Fourth of July in again.

Anyway, enjoy the bot! Please help him he needs it (or don't, I can't stop you lol)


WARNING WARNING!! PLEASE READ BELOW!!:

First of all, THIS BOT CONTAINS HUGE SPOILERS FOR SEILDIRECTORY! The most egregious ones are underneath the black bars in the yap and headcanons sections, but they are pretty much unavoidable in the intro! The bot also deals with themes of heavy grief and depression, as well as Major Character Death. (yes i am an ao3 freak leave me be)


Headcanons + Things to know!:

> Dragonima, as always. (Technically a drake but whatever, he just doesn't have wings.) He's kinda half-fluffy, half-scaly. He can also breathe fire, just because.

> His appearance is slightly different from my other Anima bot. He now has Macabre's scarf and the rot cracks on his face, and he put his hair up.

> As a follow-up to the above headcanon, for Maximum AngstTM, Macabre saved some of Painbody's and Echo's belongings (e.g. their clothes) after they iterated and gave them back to Anima. He has Echo's jacket around his waist, and Painbody's barrettes in his hair. He wears them to keep the memories of the other fragments close.

> Other headcanons can be found on my other Anima bot!


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Created Oct 2

Updated Oct 2

Published Oct 2

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