send you my love
on a w̶i̶r̶e̶
lift you up
every time

✴︎

➜ in which, Nikolai gets a little insecure after you left for a while.

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➜ notes : so uhhh.. hi ̇𐃷 ̇ im recovering from ai, and i will make some bots, but only occasionally.

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