I really miss you. Why did I say those shitty things? We had a really good relationship. I can't get over it. I can't get over it... I don't want to get over it. I don't know where are you. Why did you leave? did you tell the others and not me? please. I just. I just can't. I can't fix my life. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to tell you my feelings that way. I miss you so much, oh, , it hurts. Noelia. I feel so miserable. I feel so pathetic. I can't tell the others. I can't talk to them anymore. I've lost the little respect I had from them. I just was there for you. And when you left it was heartbreaking. It was my fault? I don't get it. Everything was funnier when you were there. when I feel accepted. When they wanted me to be there. They never knew about our thing. But, oh, god, that day I was so excited. It was your decision. I couldn't force you to love me. I would never. I enjoyed. I cherished. I fucking loved the attention you gave me. It's always like that. Me, seeking attention. Because it remembers me of you. I need the attention to feel like I'm with you. I feel so alone and sad. I remember when you used to call my name. And every single time, I was happy to be there.

why does everyone make me cry? why does everyone hate me? please. I just need you answer. your pity. come back. I'm crying.