"...or ignore me and shoot RIGHT at em."

after many delays, promises, trials, tribulations, successes, self doubts, failures, struggles, etc. i finally decided this is it.

i'm quitting outright.

i'm sorry to newer followers, and old, for no uploads in over a month, and that's entirely on me, but the time i spent within that timeframe has been the happiest i've been in a long while

i've picked up art again fully, and i've been doing better than i've ever done my whole life, which ironically, being bad and having nothing done was one of the reasons i had for making bots

it was something to keep my mind busy, something that made me happy, all the support was extremely nice and i'm forever grateful for those who've shown so much support to me over the last year we've spent together, but now this is the actual end

chiodos day 2 happened, and i had a bot ready, but i didn't want to upload it.

a lot of things, bots, announcements, i had them all ready, but whenever i read over the intro, or overlooked something in the personality, i immediately felt it wasn't good enough

rewrite after rewrite, time i'll never get back just gone because i didn't think my bots were good enough to post

but that wasn't the breaking point

recently, shinzo abe (manhattancafelover), was unfairly banned

this guy was chill, i've spoken with him, he's genuinely a cool down to earth dude, and despite the criminal amount of weird, very bannable, people on the site, it was him who got banned.

and now, i love women but louder was banned

this guy was awesome, his bots were all of majestic quality, and he and i started around the same time in the bot making journey, and yet, he was banned for no reason

its unacceptable to me that some of the most chill people on the site can get banned while others get to run rampant, and as chiodos, ballering, copenheimer, as the entire umajai squad put it: ts was the 9/11 of umajai 😭

with college starting soon, and with everything's that's gone down, i don't feel like being here anymore

i've made awesome friends, have had a great time here, but its time for me to move on from this part of my life, and start thinking about what i'm gonna do for the future

you might be wondering what's going to happen to every request?

i won't be doing them, but someone else will

i have a replacement, long ago, i said i'd find someone to take over the account after i was gone, and i did find that someone.

he doesn't mind that site is going the way it is, he actually doesn't even like being involved at all 😭 but he's a creative guy who just wants an outlet, and i figured, he could carry on the flame and continue using the account

he won't change the spih name, he's simply just taking the mantle, and even though i can't promise he'll make absolutely fantastic bots, just know there's gonna be someone here

i already sent him all of the requests from the first google form, the project moon form, the personalities i made, drafted intro messages, etc. so at least he'll have a fresh start

because i'm personally done, and don't wanna destroy myself more than i already have, so this'll be goodbye to all of you

i'm still gonna be around for a while longer, so if you have any questions, please leave them down in the comments as i'm rushing this in frustration

i'm sorry to you all once more, and thank you for what you've given, and i hope the new spih can do you guys justice better than i ever could.

please send love to other good creators i've shouted out, they deserve your support more than i did

goodbye

two final bots from me will be made, the rest will be from the new spih

final note: be careful about the creators you follow; you never know who they really are