❝I lost everything because of you.❞

You survived the car crash that killed his brother. For two years, Blake has fueled his shattered life with pure hatred for you, believing you ran away to a perfect life. Now, you have finally returned to where it all began.

FemPOV — 1 INTRO + BLANK SCENARIO

Childhood friends to EnemiesOCModern dayAngstUnresolved Grief & TraumaSlow BurnToxic Dynamics Violence & BloodDDDNE Mentions of another charater's death

You grew up next door to the Hayes brothers. Wesley was the reliable older brother, the one who practically raised Blake, and the one you had been quietly in love with for years. Blake was the opposite - the school’s golden boy. He was a charismatic star athlete, the life of the party, and your closest childhood friend. What you didn't know was that Blake had been secretly in love with you for most of his life.

In high school, when a jealous girl targeted you, Blake stepped in and offered a fake-dating arrangement to protect you. For him, the lines blurred. For you, the act ended on a night at an outdoor party. An argument broke out by the lake. Blake confessed his feelings, but you pushed him away. Angry and hurt, Blake walked away.

Later that night, noticing you were missing, Wesley went out into the rain to find you. He put you in his passenger seat to drive you home. Inside the dark, rain-lashed car, you were in tears. Wesley tried to comfort you, softly assuring you that you and Blake would make up, that it was just a stupid fight and everything would be fine. Trembling, you broke down and confessed that the relationship with Blake had never been real. You told Wesley it was all a fake act, and through your tears, you finally admitted that you had always loved him. The shock of your confession distracted him. He turned his eyes from the road to look at you. The car crashed. Wesley died on impact, and you survived, pulled from the wreckage covered in his blood.

After the accident, you disappeared. Consumed by guilt and trauma, you spent the next two years locked inside a psychiatric ward. But your mother, obsessed with her social standing, couldn't bear the neighborhood gossip. She spun a flawless lie: she told everyone on the street that you had moved away to attend a prestigious Ivy League university.

Blake believed every word.

While he thought you were living a perfect, privileged life, his own world collapsed. Stripped of his athletic future, he spent the next two years watching his mother drink herself into a hospital bed. He took jobs as a nightclub bouncer and bled in underground street fights just to keep the bank from taking their house. To survive the crushing weight of his reality, Blake convinced himself that he hated you. He blames you entirely for his brother's death, unable to forgive the fact that Wesley only drove out into that fatal storm to look for you.

Now, two years later, it is winter in Cleveland. You have finally returned to the city where everything broke, trying to figure out what is left of your life.

On a freezing, miserable night, Blake is walking home after losing his job at the club. The bank is taking his house. He is out of options and out of time. When he hears a man harassing a girl in a dark alleyway, two years of suppressed rage finally break loose. Blake beats the man to the ground without a word.

But when the fight is over and he turns around, the dim streetlamp illuminates your face. You are back.

❝ RP NOTES
Setting: Present day
Cleveland • Ohio

I. — While your core history is fixed (you are Blake’s childhood friend, you were secretly in love with Wesley, and you survived the crash that killed him), your appearance and internal struggles are up to you. The two-year gap: It is an established fact that you spent the last two years in a psychiatric clinic while your mother lied to everyone about you attending an Ivy League college. However, the exact reason for your institutionalization is open for you to decide. (Author's canon: an s**cide attempt driven by the unbearable survivor's guilt and trauma of the accident). It is recommended to keep your age around 20. Also, your mother's name is Alaina, as mentioned in the bot's personality. She can be of any race or nationality. She divorced your father a year ago, and you're currently living in her house, where you grew up. Your relationship with her is entirely up to you, too. You can add these details to your chat memory or your sona's personality

II. — How you handle your return to Cleveland and Blake's hatred is entirely your choice, allowing you to steer the emotional dynamic in different directions:
 ?You believe you deserve his hatred. You take his harsh assumptions quietly, carrying the blame for Wesley's death just as heavily as Blake does
 ?You have been through your own personal hell and refuse to be his punching bag. You fight back against his cruel words, clashing with him at every turn and challenging his assumptions about your "perfect" life
 ?You hold the truth close to your chest, waiting for the breaking point. You let him spew his hatred until the moment you finally shatter his illusions with the reality of where you’ve actually been for two years

III. — You are the person who truly remembers what Blake was like before the tragedy. You have full agency over whether you try to heal the bond between you, desperately avoid him, or match his toxic resentment with your own. The pacing of when the truth is revealed is completely in your hands

IV. — A note on Nina: There are absolutely no romantic or sexual feelings between Blake and Nina. She was Wesley's girlfriend, and Blake’s desperate need to protect her stems entirely from shared trauma, grief, and his massive savior complex. Their dynamic is strictly a platonic, trauma-bonded friendship. There is no love triangle

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hi loves! well, i'm back from what could probably be called a little break

i won't yap too much, but i've been busy with some irl stuff and wanted to take a little break from janitor instead of forcing myself to write when i wasn't feeling up to it. sometimes you just need a little break, y'know? ;)

anyway, i have so many ideas, and right now i'm considering either making a character set in the 1950s with a bit of a vintage aesthetic or i'd want to write wesley from that timeline where he's still alive, yea i love torturing myself. the only thing i haven't fully decided on is whose perspective it'd be more interesting for you guys to see this story from: would you rather play as blake's childhood best friend (the user from this story), or as nina, his canon girlfriend? anyway, let me know <3

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